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June 24th, 2005

10:29 am - Stolen from Scott
• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yup
How many exes do you have?: 4 memorable ones
What is your longest relationship?: about 9 months
What was your shortest relationship?: about a week i think, hardly a relationship

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Topshop, Urban Outfitters, H&M,
Any tattoos or piercings:3 tattoos, and i used to have a lot of piercings but took most of them out, still have nose, 2 nipples and navel.
Favorite band?: Chikinki, Bright Eyes
What do u wear most the time?: Anything I feel cool and comfortable in, I love wearing skirts of all colours and lenghts and styles with a wee top.

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: I like a little smoke now and again but thats it
What kind of shampoo do you use?: John Frieda Sheer Blonde
What are you listening to right now: The Mocha Nights
Who is the last person that called you?: Jordan
Where do you want to get married?: Culzean Castle in the snow with a carriage drawn by 2 white horses and I want a beautiful white dress and a rock band playing at the reception and a cocktails with Icicles.

× • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Colors: Black, brown, green, yellow
Foods: Chicken salads with lots of lemon juice and salad with ceasar dressing and croutons
what are u gonna name ur girl: Skye
what are u gonna name ur boy: Campbell or Navy
Subjects in school: My fave subjects at school where always Art, Music and English.

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: yeah my little sis when she was little
Skinny dipped?: yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yup lots of times
Cried when someone died?: Iv never had anyone close to me die except certain pets and I cried when my little rabbit sooty died :(
Lied: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: once but it was a passing phase
Done something you regret?: all the time

• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: On my way to work so black trousers and a black t-shirt
Annoyance: My cat jumping on the keyboard
Smell: st tropez tanning cream mmm smells all coconutty
DVD in player: none at the moment

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: My sister
Hugged: Ali
You met: Lori
You yelled at: My mum

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: I think so. most of the time
Open minded: yeah
Insecure: some of the time
Random: a lot of the time
Moody: now and again
Organized: no way
Healthy: I would like to think so apart from my drinking and smoking
Shy: Sometimes it depends who im around
Difficult: sometimes
Obsessed: with a lot of various things
Angry: only when I need to be
Sad: sometimes
Happy: a lot of the time nowadays
Hyper: i have my moments

• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: if i told someone might tattle on me and id never get away with it
Slap?: a few people
Get really wasted with?: Siobhan
Have sex with: J
All you need is: Love
Love: the people who mean the most to me in my life and have made a positive impact on my life
I dream about: weird fucked up things alot

• × • W H O • × •
Makes you smile: Jordan and Siobhan
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him or her?: there are a few
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to get on?: I used to
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes at that time of the month when im crouched on the floor grabbing at my stomach in pain...i think "I wish I had a penis"
Wish you were younger: If I knew the things I know now then definitely

• × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × •
I am: at a good point in my life and I am really happy
I want: to move out my house and stop smoking
I have: the love of someone who loves me back
I wish: that the happiness I feel right now never goes away
I hear: music
I hate: the fact I have to go to work on such a beautiful day
I fear: losing the people I love and losing my teeth :S
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: The Mocha nights-dinner party

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May 26th, 2005

11:42 am

Bands // Song Titles

Created by BourdiezFreak and taken 26204 times on bzoink!

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:Bright Eyes
Are you female or male:Lava Monster
Describe yourself:Road to Joy
How do some people feel about you:It's cool, we can still be friends
How do you feel about yourself:I'm sorry for being such a crappy friend
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:Lovers turn into monsters
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:No lies, Just Love
Describe where you want to be:At the bottom of everything
Describe what you want to be:The vanishing act
Describe how you live:The first day of my life
Describe how you love:one foot in front of the other
Share a few words of wisdom:We are nowhere amd it's now

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May 7th, 2005

10:00 pm
*It's eventually going to happen...My own place. We spoke about it and it it theee best idea i have ever heard ever and I am soooo excited I just hope it all goes right for me.*

I can't imagine living with anyone specialer and more pretty, it's going to be just grand. *soppy I know but I am really so truly very happy right now in my life*
Current Mood: happyreally happy
Current Music: The Mocha nights-dinner party

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May 1st, 2005

11:55 pm

reminds you of an old love♥ Bon Jovi-Always or Sail Away-David Grey

reminds you of an old friend♥ Boom Boom shake tha Room-dunno who did that song

makes you sad♥ Sail Away-David grey

makes you happy♥Queen-Don't Stop Me Now or Chikinii-Assasinator 13

still scares you♥ The Shakespeare Sisters-Stay (the video was very spooky)

you never want to hear again♥ Green Day_american Idiot
sums up your teenage years♥ Anything by Abba or Time of your Life- Greenday

you want to get married to♥ Come What May-Moulin Rouge soundtrack

you like to wake up to♥ Bright Eyes-Method Acting or Head Automatica-Beating Heart Baby

you like out of your parents record collection♥  Shania Twain-Still the One

you love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend♥  The Unicorn-Ghost Mountain (Thanks Lori)

you love the video more than the tune♥ Milk On Tv (the one with the little milk cartons and stuff) Can't remember who did it.

reminds you of your first crush/love♥  First Crush- Move on up -5ive , first love- Sail away-David grey

has only been released recently but you love already♥  California-Phantom Planet (sorry guys but it's catchy)

are embarrassed to admit you like♥ ^^^as above and also rod stewart-ooh laa laa


Current Mood: happyreally merry
Current Music: Ghost Mountain_The Unicorns

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April 12th, 2005

05:02 pm
There's no beginning to the story
A bookshelf sinks into the sand
And a language learned and forgot in turn
Is studied once again
It's a shocking bit of footage
Viewed from a shitty tv screen
You can squint at it
Just snow and static
To make out the meaning
And keep on stretching the antenna
Hoping that it will come clear
We need some reception
A higher message
Just tell us what to fear
'Cause I don't know what tomorrow brings
To light with such possibilities
All I know is I feel better when I sing
Burdens are lifted from me
That's my voice rising

So Michael please keep the tape rolling
Boys keep strumming those guitars
We need a record of our failures
Yes we must document our love
I have sat too long in my silence
I have grown too old in my pain
To shed this skin
Be born again
Oh it starts with an ending
So thank you friends for the time we shared
My love stays with you like sunlight and air
No I truly wish I could keep hanging around here
My joy is covering me
Soon I will disappear

It's not a movie
No private screening
This method acting
Well I call it living
It's like a fountain
A door has opened
We have a problem
With no solution but to love
And to be loved
So I've made peace with the fallen leaves
I see their same fate in my own body
But I won't be frightened when I'm awoken from this dream
And return to that which gave birth to me
Gave birth to me gave birth to me gave birth to me
And the story goes and the story goes
And it goes on and on and on and on
It's going on and on and on and on
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: Bright eyes-method acting

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April 1st, 2005

10:15 pm
Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood- Santa Esmeralda Latin dance tune

Baby, do you understand me now?
Sometimes I feel a little mad
But, don't you know that no one alive can always be an angel
When things go wrong I seem to be bad

I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

If I seem edgy
I want you to know
That I never meant to take it out on you
Life has its problems
And I got my share
And that's one thing I never meant to do
'Cause I love you

Baby, don't you know I'm just human
And I've got thoughts like any other one
And sometimes I find myself, oh Lord, regretting
Some foolish thing, some foolish thing I've done

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Oh Lord, don't let me be misunderstood
Please don't let me be misunderstood

Baby, do you understand me now?
Sometimes I feel a little mad
But, don't you know that no one alive can always be an angel
When things go wrong I seem to be bad

'Cause I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Baby, sometimes I'm so carefree
With a joy that's hard to hide
And sometimes it seems that, all I have to do is worry
And then you're bound to see my other side

'Cause I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

If I seem edgy
I want you to know
That I never meant to take it out on you
Life has its problems
And I got my share
And that's one thing I never meant to do
'Cause I love you

Oh, baby, don't you know I'm human
I have thoughts like any other one
And sometimes I find myself, oh Lord, regretting
Some foolish thing, some foolish thing I've done

'Cause I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood
Current Mood: blahmisunderstood
Current Music: Don't Let me be misunderstood-kill bill soundtrack

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June 14th, 2004

02:23 pm - wow




Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: bed of roses-Bon jovi

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May 27th, 2004

04:15 pm - {abstract definition of joy}
a silent scream is still a scream...

We were not meant to hold on for the ride. We were meant to let go...and Soar.
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: dear friend-stacie orrico

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May 26th, 2004

12:50 pm - yeh go on fill it in about me and post it as comment pleeeaaaase pleaaase pleasse....
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. .
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married? To you?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

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May 7th, 2004

01:38 pm - ...when someone blushes doesn't that mean yes?
Some quotes from the most beautiful book in the world...

All grown-ups were children first. (But few remember it).

If you tell grown-ups, "I saw a beautiful red brick house, with geraniums at the windows and doves on the roof...," they won't be able to imagine such a house. You have to tell them, "I saw a house worth a hundred thousand francs." Then they exclaim, "What a pretty house!"

"You risk tears if you let yourself be tamed. "

People have stars, but they aren't the same. For travelers, the stars are guides. For other people, they're nothing but tiny lights. And for still others, for scholars, they're problems. For my businessman, they were gold. But all those stars are silent stars. You, though, you'll have stars like nobody else."
"What do you mean?"

"When you look up at the sky at night, since I'll be living on one of them, since I'll be laughing on one of them, for you, it'll be as if all the stars are laughing. You'll have stars that can laugh!"

And he laughed again.

"And when you're consoled (everyone is eventually consoled), you'll be glad you've known me. You'll always be my friend. You'll feel like laughing with me. And you'll open your windows sometimes just for the fun of it... And your friends will be amazed to see you laughing while you're looking up at the sky. Then you'll tell them, 'Yes, it's the stars. They always make me laugh!"


^^^^For me, this is the loveliest and the saddest landscape in the world. It's the same landscape as the one on the preceeding page, but I've drawn it one more time to be sure you see it clearly. It's here that the little prince appeared on Earth, then disappeared.

Look at this lanscape carefully to be sure of recognizing it, if you should travel to Africa someday, in the desert. And if you happen to pass by here, I beg you not to hurry past. Wait a little while, just under the star! Then if a child comes to you, and if he laughs, if he has golden hair, if he doesn't answer your questions, you'll know who he is. If this should happen, be kind! Don't let me go on being so sad: Send word immediately that he's come back...

"At night I love to listen to the stars. it is like five hundred million littke bells"
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: Private emotion-ricky martin

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